Христос Воскрес

“Я в гроб сойду и в третий день восстану,

И, как сплавляют по реке плоты,

Ко Мне на суд, как баржи каравана,

Столетья поплывут из темноты.”

– Борис Пастернак. “Гефсиманский Сад.”

I’m not good enough to translate this (and probably never will be), so I’ll just say Happy Easter to the English-speaking world and leave it at that.

Chipped nailpolish and all

My friend Shadee wrote a column for the Chronicle. The column provided yet another testament as to why the Chronicle message boards and discussion sections should be moderated. “Go back to Iran,” “Shia whore,” “bitch,” “traitorous snake,” – are some of the choice epithets the Chronicle team is basically allowing to be expressed on their turf, stifling meaningful debate and making a mockery of free speech. The entire Chronicle site is a breeding ground for trolls, and an embarrassment to Duke.

OK, having said that, I don’t agree with Shadee’s column. In fact, I can’t remember the last time I agreed with any of her arguments. I can sort of see what she’s trying to get at, but, once again, hyperbole gets in the way: the problem with Duke feminism isn’t pink nail polish, or something along the same lines, it’s the fact that a relatively small, but very visible minority of girls let guys treat them like dirt, and a relatively small, but very visible minority of guys thinks that this is just the way things ought to be. These same girls are then touted as “symbols” of Duke undergraduate life in shallow articles like the one vomited out by Rolling Stone last year. And real issues take a backseat to the gaudy drama. It can be especially hard for incoming freshmen to wade through all this BS.

Aside from the trolls, a couple of intelligent voices pointed out that femininity does not equal subjugation. I would like to qualify this statement: femininity does not always equal subjugation. Why do I say this? Because human beings always find creative ways to oppress themselves. You can be oppressed by your lipstick – if your entire life revolves around your appearance. The other problem lies within the way that femininity becomes a standard for everyone; just think about those whiny guys who troll on feminist websites and act pissed off about “hairy, butch bitchez,” as if there aren’t enough very feminine girls to gawk at, as if the “bitchez” ought to exist solely for the aesthetic pleasure of said whiny guys (Please. I own more skirts than I do pants – and I can regularly be seen sashaying down the sidewalks at Duke, at least for the time being – if the “bitchez” are getting you down by not dressing and acting in the way that you like, go outside and observe the rest of the world going about its business. Just leave other people alone.).

A large number of heterosexual women on campus will dress in the manner that will attract the opposite sex. There are many ways to attract men, and there’s a fetish for practically everything out there (from leather to aluminum foil to clown suits), but generally, there’s something about a woman’s curves and wiles that gets most men looking. Feminine clothing tends to highlight said curves and wiles. This isn’t true of everyone, and it certainly shouldn’t be forced on people the way it often is now, but it is what it is.

Underneath it all, we’ve got mating instincts working against all common sense. Perhaps I’m being cynical, but it’s been a cynical sort of afternoon.

Katya Chilly

… Is a bit of a witch. And the latest album, Ya Molodaya, is magically good: a mixture of synthetic and organic materials that sinks its polished little claws inside your head and tortures you with its strange beauty.

You listen to her as you’re barreling down the dark streets of Kiev: Protasiv Yar down and down, turning left somewhere in the neighbourhood of Palats’ Ukraiina metro station, upward toward Leo Tolstoy Square. You see the lights of the city, the way civilization shivers like a sleepy child atop the bloody altar of time. This is how Ukraine makes me feel: the present day is like a fragile skin. Katya Chilly’s voice channels the heartbeat of memory pulsing underneath.

Ukrainian folk music, I think, is a bridge between the living and the dead. I see my cousin on the other side sometimes. It’s weird – the way she still alive for me in music, the way music, particularly Katya’s music, resurrects her. Or maybe not so weird – she was a musician too, after all.

Oh, and here’s a lovely video of the title song from the new album, as presented by M1, the music channel:

Bleed like me

Is the media coverage of Faye Turney sexist toward men? Women? Both?

Are Iranian officials sexist for demanding, apaprently, that Turney wear the veil? Are they trying to make a point to Britain? To the U.S. via Britain? To Iranian citizens who have to wear the veil by law if they weren’t born with a dick between their legs (lest anyone should think that Turney is getting special treatment)? Are they just following their own laws, and sod what the Daily Mail might think?

Hm. What matters is that she is in the armed forces, and she will bleed like her male comrades when hurt, and it won’t matter if she’s a “mummy” with a three-year old back home.

We’re not used to the idea of women risking their lives in this fashion, and we invent all sorts of reasons for our discomfort, “oh, but she’s a mother, she’s a wife, she migh turn someone on with that brazen hussy-hair of hers and send diplomacy down the crapper.” Uh, no. She’s out there because she had a job to do, just like the men. She is in trouble, just like the men. This doesn’t make her any less of a woman or a mother or a wife, or any of the other things she is (the things that no one seems to want to talk about – probably because they are not so deliciously at odds with Turney’s work; after all, who wants to hear about her possible stamp collection, for example).